April 1, 2022 ( a Day early)
Lent Day 27
Ken was so mad at me. We were staying at a friend’s place in San Francisco. I had gone to bed a little earlier than everyone else, but I could hear them talking. Ken told the group about what had happened when he let me borrow his car. He was mad, and I am not sure he knew the whole story!
We were both still in the Army at that point. Ken had gone on leave and let me have the use of his car while he was away. I was so excited that he let me borrow the car. The car meant that I would not be stuck on base while he was away. I would be able to go wherever I wanted. All he asked was that I keep the car clean and be safe.
Well, as I lay in bed that night listening, I realized that Ken was mad because I had not kept the car clean. I had made a mess of the car in the few short days that I had it. I didn’t know that I had gotten his car dirty. What I did know, and Ken didn’t, was that I had run out of gas twice while I had his car. So I , apparently, was not the most responsible person with both people’s property at that point in my life.
It seems like a pretty simple thing to keep up with the operation of a car. Yet, I had made overlooked one key fact. The operator has to ensure that there is sufficient gas in the car. I would assume most people would learn that lesson after running out of gas once. But, I am not most people.
As I read Paul’s writing to the people of Corinth today, I think that I am not alone though in not appreciating the danger of running on empty. Paul writes that if we are not filled with love, then nothing that we do matters. If the reason behind our actions is not guided by the love in our hearts we are as worthless as I felt on the side of the road in Ken’s car.
If I give all I possess to the poor and give over my body to hardship that I may but do not have love, I gain nothing. ( 1 Corinthians 13:3)
The world doesn’t need more empty, meaningless deeds; it needs your love!
Sorry Ken!